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Thursday, December 3, 2015

Hurt

Hi, blog!
It is already December. I am currently looking for a new job. Good luck to me.

Lately, I've been so much independent on others to make me feel good.
Whenever I feel meaningless I would go out, buy things and eat anything that I've been restraining myself from.
He seems very further away now.
I don't feel comfortable pouring down my heart to him anymore.
Well Husna, if you know things are going hard and painful in the future, why stay?

There's a tiny little voice in my heart telling me to just flee.
But I'm too scared of the torturing loneliness ahead.

...and suddenly I miss someone who's 1 hour drive to reach his place.
Which is not a good sign.
:'(

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