Hard to make me doze off

Seven minutes back I was in my bed, tossing around couldn’t bring myself to sleep. And sadly I’ve grown to develop a habit while I’m in Kajang, a bad one – hard to sleep. Hard to make me doze off.

It’s been over a week I’m in my real house (as if 3 weeks stay at uncle house when mom is going to field work) and I still can’t find one single achievement to be proud of. The modus operandi is very simple; perhaps that’s why nothing big happened so far.


06:30 Emak wake me up to perform subuh prayer but then masih lentok habis kat katil tunggu pukul 7. Dengan aircond lagi. Fuhhh mengundang gila. Bila-bila je mata boleh pejam, secara tak langsung skip subuh. hghhhh
7:00 Laju-laju turun bawah tengok emak breakfast apa hari ini, sambung tidur-tidur ayam depan hall, buat teh o ayah. sidai kain baju.
7:30 Naik atas balik. Bersiap untuk pergi office.
8:30 Arrive at office. PC office slow tak hengat. Buka laptop sendiri, check email, twitter, nak dekat pukul 9 baru boleh buka folder. Bermulalah episod annoying bersama office-mate.
1.00 Lunch hour. One hour only. Laju-laju turun bawah, check twitter, Facebook,again. Kacau kawan-kawan sket. Lepas tu baru makan, solat then 2.30 baru hegeh-hegeh nak naik.
2.30 sambung menaip nombor satu-persatu.
5.20 Busu ajak balik sedangkan office hour sampai pukul 5.30. Untungnya kerja dengan mak cik sendiri. Tiada fixed time. Hihi
6:00 Emak pick me up at busu’s house.
7:00 One hour journey to arrive home but jarak kajang dengan semenyih hanyalah 20minit. Jammed tak hengat.
7.30 Maghrib, mengaji, then bertafakur atas sejadah sambil kepala lentok kat tepi katil, mata pejam, tunggu Isyak.
20:30 Tercangak depan TV. Tengok berita, politik sket, dan mana mana drama yang ada sampai lebam.
22.00 buat teh o ayah then go upstairs in my room. Hadap laptop, Korean drama, gelak kuat-kuat.
01:00 Trying hard to sleep.
01:30 Still trying.
01:something Dozed off.

With this kind of routine, how to accomplish something?
Beginilah rutin setiap hari. Bosan betul. Kalau berkebun, dah nampak hasilnya.

Husna, stop it, go to bed! Else you’ll skip subuh and late to office tomorrow and you know how emak doesn’t fancy orang bangun lambat. Nak kena cubit kuat-kuat agaknya.

Yes, one fact, Emak once said, if you want to find the right guy, find someone who can wake up for Subuh himself, without having to be waken up by someone else. If his Subuh is well taken care, inshaAllah the rest will fall into places.

Problem is, my own Subuh pun kadang kadang tunggang langgang. Lelaki yang baik untuk perempuan yang baik. Uhhh T_T


Okay now asyik nak cakap pasal kahwin sebab ada office-mate nak kahwin hujung tahun ni. Walaoweh!