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Thursday, May 13, 2010

sleepless

20100510

arrived from sg petani almost 1.00a.m. very tired~
hungry-can't sleep. gossips2 with abang until 3.00a.m.

then, i woke up late the next morning. [sleep again after subuh prayer]
scolded by mother. pity me.
she have to rushing to the office. 8.30a.m already.
so, mom drop me at the nearest bus stop.
waiting almost 45minutes. Grrr~ feel like kicking the bus ass!

2010512

mom going to Taman Negara, Pahang. field work, almost 3days.
once again. pity me. I'll stay at mak cik's house.
abang will stay at nenek's house. accompany her since my uncle is not around.

i slept at 3.00a.m again.
the next morning, i woke up late. again, again & again~
mak cik call me & she wants me to follow her to the office.
i only have 20 minutes to get ready. arghhh~ not yet breakfast.
spend my own money to buy the breakfast. Grrr~
i'm not stingy but thrifty ok! (:


and i just don't know why
disebabkan tidur lewat, i was scold for that tough.
i don't know if it's really wrong
but i doubted myself of having improper management.

or maybe it is because of changes place? idk ^^ maybe.

sleep is one's needs or goal?

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